A Mass for the Dead

A Mass for the Dead is an autobiography of sorts by playwright (not sci-fi author) William Gibson. The central theme is not his own life, but the memory of his parents, whose inner lives he completely ignored as a child and young adult, now feeling responsible for preserving the memories of two mostly unremarkable people, their ancestors, and their deaths. It is also about his mother's dedication to religion, and his own struggle as an anti-nationalist aetheist socialist to find anything to believe in as strongly as she did, to find any reason to find meaning in a world he finds absurd. Coming of age during the Great Depression, witnessing the dregs of WWI and the entirety of WWII as a self-described dissolusioned artist, I find his writing painfully applicable.

This page is just to collect my favorite quotes as I copy them down. Unfortuantely, the book was never published as an e-book, so if I want to have a collection of references I have to copy them myself.

Collection of quotes

“It was a world with no use for me or my classmates, who not for ten years would be wanted, and then only to kill our contemporaries, that future was not illegible, and I can remember no year thereafter in which I did not feel endangered by my country. I lived in its mouth like Jonah. I grew suspicious of its public tongue as my mother of the grocer’s scales, but with more reason, shortweight meant an early demise, and when I heard the politicians their hearts full, their minds blank, adjure all to patriotism I felt quite as I had when kneeling in a church whose deity was not there; I sensed that to statesmen I was only their raw material, to be used in execution of their vision much as I used words in execution of mine, and while not yet did I smell something evil in men that led them into places where they could do good, I had in mind a more voluntary choice of fate. And when my father had a kind eye even for our thrives - of the dapper mayor, soon to flee office and country, he said indulgently “well, more power to him” - I concluded he was indeed of a generation of fools.”